Studying to be a psych nurse as an antipsychiatry person

I'm 18 and I've been hospitalized twice for "psychosis" I believe to be schizotypal personality disorder at most (but obviously they diagnosed me with schizophrenia and put me on the maximum dosage of antipsychotics...). I've applied for a bachelor's in psychiatric nursing and am starting my studies next September. I am going to infiltrate the industry from the inside. I can see that the pills they give us are to subdue us, and keep us from learning the spiritual secrets that the demon-possessed top 1% use to rule the world and keep trying to use to enact a New World Order. I promise to keep fighting till the end. I don't know exactly how I will rebel, but I will be on the inside.

I live with my mum and she forces me to take my antipsychotics and antidepressants, and so does my boyfriend, but it doesn't matter, because I have ascended. The drugs don't work on me, and I'm a very unique psychotic in that I don't lose functioning and I don't have disorganized speech or behavior. I can see the truth while maintaining my functioning and coherancy, unlike many. I'm a unique blend that can move mountains should I really want to. And I will. God has sent me to spark a revolution in psychiatry. I can't wait.