Body under extream stress despite nothing actually being wrong.

M 27 here. I either sleep for 14 hour or 4. And it’s immediately alternate days in a row. I either sleep at 8 pm or at 8 am.

Uncertainty is eating me from the inside it seems. Uncertainty about what’s going to happen professionally, personally, etc.

Will I be able to make enough money. Will I ever get a nice partner.

I am decently fit and have a fair bit of muscle as well. I have a nice job at a reputed MNC and currently, it’s doesn’t require much from my side. There are days (weeks too) when I don’t touch my work laptop.

I have a few side project ideas which seem to be promising. But I fail at execution. Every single time.

Yes I’m on some kind of medications for the past decade. On and off. Primarily 2 types (fungal meds for chronic tinea (jock itch) and hair loss meds (min + fin). Live might be impacted, blood reports were slightly off the upper limit.

I eat 95% unprocessed food. I have enough protein and hydrate well (because of gym too).

Life seems tough. It’ll pass I’m aware. Just wanted to vent it out.

Edit - I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. Therapy didn’t help. 15 sessions across 3 therapists.