Went along with his creepy ass kinks and he still left me

Lmao, this is an all time classic BPD dating special. Was dating this dude, I liked him and shit (I guess I don’t know I can’t read my own feelings) he was kinda lame though. He was super love bomby, telling me how amazing and beautiful I was, how much he liked me can’t stop thinking about me etc. I saw right through it (this often happens to me, I’m very good at mirroring exactly what men want to see and they become infatuated until the BPD shows thru and they run a mile). I told him he didn’t know me and he was going to end up leaving like everyone else (spoiler alert he did). We’d been sleeping together and the sex was .. weird. He’d call me mummy and couldn’t nut unless I called him mummy’s good boy. That one didn’t bother me as much. But he’d also say shit like call me “daddy’s little virgin, it’s like I’m taking your virginity, daddy’s precious little girl,” “daddy’s so proud of you and protective of You”. That shit didn’t sit right with me but I went along with it somewhat cuz I didn’t want him to leave me. (I didn’t explicitly encourage it or play into it I just didn’t tell him to quit it) anyway weekend after last he’s staying at my house for the weekend. He’s in a foul mood being snappy and impatient, and also on his phone a lot distracted. This pissed me off so I started being cold and distance back. He’s meant to be taking me out for dinner the next night but wouldn’t give me a time or venue because hed planned to go out drinking with his friends all afternoon, this also pissed me off. Anyway the Saturday comes and he turns his phone off for four hours because it was on low battery but doesn’t tell me, doesn’t switch it back on till 7:30 pm. By this point My BPD is very triggered by this, I feel neglected, ignored and disrespected etc. I’ve called him 8 times unsuccessfully and have messaged him saying this is super disrespectful behaviour, im not running a hotel, come get your shit it’s outside I’m going out. (I didn’t acrually put his shit outside) anyway he calls me back at like 7:35 being all “it was a misunderstanding I thought we were going to make plans AT 7:30” I immediately fell into a guilt and shame spiral and start apologising and freaking out, he says don’t worry about it, I just hope we’re good. He sleeps over again we have more weird sex the next morning. And then he leaves and ghosts me. Lmfao. Like okay sure I was being crazy by normal people standards (I think it’s a more mild BPD reaction of mine) but buddy you’re weird and should be on a watchlist but also inconsiderate as fuck