i had a medical abortion.

i had a medically induced abortion today. took the pill yesterday at my local clinic to stop the production of HCG hormones and then took the 1 dose of pills to expel the pregnancy. the first hour was completely pain free, about an hour and a half in i started cramping . two hours later i feel alott come out and i go to the bathroom thinking i need to change my diaper (yes i chose diapers over pads) and it was the fetus itself. no blood , no nothing. just a tiny little bean with 10 fingers and 10 toes . i then lost it , started sobbing and saying im so sorry.

why did they not warn me that i would see it? why was it just exposed and raw ? so much regret. please be sensitive to anyone that is pro life, there is a list of reasons i couldn't keep this baby , but god did i want to .