Wow hppd is crazy when you've smoked the same day and you have developing psychosis

I have hppd, smoked weed, going insane a lil cuz of developing psychosis, idrk but im guessing 8 hours after I smoked I tried to sleep and that was after my little episode which you can see if you go onto my post history and see the post "is my life a lie" which I'm guessing was from a combination of hppd, weed, deppresion and fear, anyways when I tired to sleep, you know those split second visuals you get sometimes when you are trying to sleep and you got hppd, yeah I was getting that like every few seconds and very intensely💀 Also quite a few people think I have some sort of underlying condition because of how I feel about life and how strongly weed effects me which I definitely agree that I got something wrong with me, if you look into my post history you'll see I have quite a few posts of me describing how I feel on weed and how strongly it effects me with different titles on each post, something is wrong with me and I'm not okay.