Literally crying over spilled milk :(

I'm an under supplier, and was doing my morning pump, which is when I get the most. 3-4oz is in lucky.

Sadly the stupid silicone on my pump wasn't on right, and I ended up losing all of one side as it leaked, soaking into my shirt,my blanket and my bed T.T

I didn't notice the leak at first. Only noticed later cause I leaned back to turn off the pump, and it suddenly got cold, plus I saw the wet marks.

I know it's just milk...but I make so little to begin with my morning pumps are the most important to me cause I get the most. So now I'm here, venting and still crying on and off about 4hrs later...

Baby currently drinks around 25oz. I'm lucky if I make 15.