Exhausted

I'm so fucking tired everywhere I turn there's some loud garbage about trans stuff from every and all sides, this bullshit has literally breached every single inch of my daily life. I've really tried to separate myself from all of it but it always manages to ram back into me. All I fucking want is to live life quietly as a regular man. With all of this horseshit around me I really can't see any possible way I could. All "waiting for it to get better trust me" has got me was more frustration as everything continues to go to shit. Even if I'm ever able to progress transitioning it will never be enough and I'll always be half a man at most and every single thing surrounding me seeks to point that out I've been fucking miserable for weeks and atp I'm just gonna give up idk anymore