My 'shraddha'
So, this might sound like a movie and delusional shit but no fellas. Its real!!
So lets go back to early 2017 (i was 10 yrs old of age). A girl of same age shifted to my air force station due to her father's transfer. Lets call her mimi rn.
We used to have a common tuition but different schools. Kabhi as such baat nhi hoti thi itni bas ek dusre ki existence ka pta tha.
We both used to play in the same playground every evening. And waha woh dikhti thi mujhe playing badminton with her friends and me there playing basketball. So may of 2017 ki baat h, my friends didn't come to play basketball with me that day and i was just sitting near the court hoping ki woh aa jayenge thodi der mein but they didn't.
Mimi achanak se paas aayi and asked whether I'd like to play badminton with them or not cuz unko 2-2 ki team banani thi and they were only 3? I felt very awkward at that moment cuz koi ladki tumhe saamne se approach kare to play with them that was kinda not so normal for me.
I said yes and tbh, mimi bahot frank nature ki thi and ngl she's pretty af! like a lot!!! She kept yapping with me throughout the game (yea we were in the same team). She taught me some good skills too! And then humara proper introduction hua and that day we got to know each other's name and a bond of friendship was established.
Fast forwarding to 2019 june. Now i used to play badminton even more with her and we became really good friends till now. Garmiyon ki chuttiyan thi and we were sitting on a side bench of the ground. Both extremely tired after playing badminton. Now Mimi randomly started a conversation about each other and we ended up in a laughter session. Her humour was just of my type!! And that day while sitting beside her, for the first time i felt some feelings for her and idk y i had a gut feeling that even she feels the same for me but is kinda afraid to say it out loud.
I didn't say anything and we continued like this further. Our bond just got stronger with time (touchwood).
Covid came and sabkuch online hogya but we both had each other's number by then so hum almost har din call pe baat karte the.
2022, everything got back normal and uss saal we had our 10th. March of 2022, holi ke agle 2 din baad, we met in the evening again and bahot courage gather karke i finally said it to her (i was just so numb at that moment cuz main bas yeh sochra tha ki "ohh shit what have i done")
Guess what?! She said yes and then she said - "main tumko bolne hi wali thi cuz ik u r too shy for it but I'm proud of u that you followed the code of conduct" and hum hasne lage and finally we hugged each other for the first time during the sunset. (So romantic lmao ik). We decided to keep it all private and so did we.
Late 2022, uske father ka transfer letter aa jaata h and woh boards ke exams ke just 1 din baad gwalior chali jayegi. We both got emotional at that moment but kuch chizo mein tumhara bass nhi hota so we have to just accept it.
She helped me soo much during all these years. Always motivated me to achieve better and even shared her shoulders with me to cry upon in my tough days. And she's such a Queen, her morals and thought process just make me feel even glad that she's the one with me!
Boards ke time pe humesha mujhse sample paper solve karwati thi and guided me with my weak subjects like language subjects etc. she was like my comfort zone at that time. Har exam se pehle anxiety se deal karne mein help karti thi and humesha best of luck wish karti thi. Kayi baar i refused to buy a book cuz of its high price, But whenever she caught me in such an action, she used to buy that book and gifted it to me saying "book ko kabhi price se mat taula karo and mann mat maara karo" uski yeh baatein dil chu leti thi kasam se!!!!!!
Cuz of her, i scored gud in boards and even did gud in my sports (touchwood). Ab board exams over ho gye the and it was her last day here in Delhi. We met at the same spot where we met first (near the playground), we both hugged each other for the last time ig and that hug was pretty tight. We both knew that it could be our last time but we have to be strong for each other. We could see tears in each other's eyes and just to ease the emotions she cracked a joke "jo roya woh momo party dega". She knew that she won't be able to see me cry so for the one last time she hugged me really tight and gave a kiss on my cheek. And we wished each other and left.
Now she went to gwalior, i started prepping for JEE and she started for NEET. And we continued our relationship (long distance relationship)
It was pretty tough but it made our bond even stronger. Humari almost har roz baat hoti hai even now and we both hold the same love and emotions as we used to for each other before this ldr.
2025, kuch dino pehle she called me and said - "her parents are most probably sending her to Germany for higher studies with her cousin" (she's really gud in studies and she applied for foreign univ. And ab ig uski scholarship lagg gyi h) and that just made me really sad but i was happy cuz i always wanted her to do better in life. Even she said that doesn't wanna leave me and india right now but she gotta do that.but before going to Germany, she's coming back to delhi for a day.
And for the one last time ig we'll meet each other. And i want this last interaction of ours to be very memorable.
Give me some good suggestions on something i can do for her or gift her.
So, this might sound like a movie and delusional shit but no fellas. Its real!!
So lets go back to early 2017 (i was 10 yrs old of age). A girl of same age shifted to my air force station due to her father's transfer. Lets call her mimi rn.
We used to have a common tuition but different schools. Kabhi as such baat nhi hoti thi itni bas ek dusre ki existence ka pta tha.
We both used to play in the same playground every evening. And waha woh dikhti thi mujhe playing badminton with her friends and me there playing basketball. So may of 2017 ki baat h, my friends didn't come to play basketball with me that day and i was just sitting near the court hoping ki woh aa jayenge thodi der mein but they didn't.
Mimi achanak se paas aayi and asked whether I'd like to play badminton with them or not cuz unko 2-2 ki team banani thi and they were only 3? I felt very awkward at that moment cuz koi ladki tumhe saamne se approach kare to play with them that was kinda not so normal for me.
I said yes and tbh, mimi bahot frank nature ki thi and ngl she's pretty af! like a lot!!! She kept yapping with me throughout the game (yea we were in the same team). She taught me some good skills too! And then humara proper introduction hua and that day we got to know each other's name and a bond of friendship was established.
Fast forwarding to 2019 june. Now i used to play badminton even more with her and we became really good friends till now. Garmiyon ki chuttiyan thi and we were sitting on a side bench of the ground. Both extremely tired after playing badminton. Now Mimi randomly started a conversation about each other and we ended up in a laughter session. Her humour was just of my type!! And that day while sitting beside her, for the first time i felt some feelings for her and idk y i had a gut feeling that even she feels the same for me but is kinda afraid to say it out loud.
I didn't say anything and we continued like this further. Our bond just got stronger with time (touchwood).
Covid came and sabkuch online hogya but we both had each other's number by then so hum almost har din call pe baat karte the.
2022, everything got back normal and uss saal we had our 10th. March of 2022, holi ke agle 2 din baad, we met in the evening again and bahot courage gather karke i finally said it to her (i was just so numb at that moment cuz main bas yeh sochra tha ki "ohh shit what have i done")
Guess what?! She said yes and then she said - "main tumko bolne hi wali thi cuz ik u r too shy for it but I'm proud of u that you followed the code of conduct" and hum hasne lage and finally we hugged each other for the first time during the sunset. (So romantic lmao ik). We decided to keep it all private and so did we.
Late 2022, uske father ka transfer letter aa jaata h and woh boards ke exams ke just 1 din baad gwalior chali jayegi. We both got emotional at that moment but kuch chizo mein tumhara bass nhi hota so we have to just accept it.
She helped me soo much during all these years. Always motivated me to achieve better and even shared her shoulders with me to cry upon in my tough days. And she's such a Queen, her morals and thought process just make me feel even glad that she's the one with me!
Boards ke time pe humesha mujhse sample paper solve karwati thi and guided me with my weak subjects like language subjects etc. she was like my comfort zone at that time. Har exam se pehle anxiety se deal karne mein help karti thi and humesha best of luck wish karti thi. Kayi baar i refused to buy a book cuz of its high price, But whenever she caught me in such an action, she used to buy that book and gifted it to me saying "book ko kabhi price se mat taula karo and mann mat maara karo" uski yeh baatein dil chu leti thi kasam se!!!!!!
Cuz of her, i scored gud in boards and even did gud in my sports (touchwood). Ab board exams over ho gye the and it was her last day here in Delhi. We met at the same spot where we met first (near the playground), we both hugged each other for the last time ig and that hug was pretty tight. We both knew that it could be our last time but we have to be strong for each other. We could see tears in each other's eyes and just to ease the emotions she cracked a joke "jo roya woh momo party dega". She knew that she won't be able to see me cry so for the one last time she hugged me really tight and gave a kiss on my cheek. And we wished each other and left.
Now she went to gwalior, i started prepping for JEE and she started for NEET. And we continued our relationship (long distance relationship)
It was pretty tough but it made our bond even stronger. Humari almost har roz baat hoti hai even now and we both hold the same love and emotions as we used to for each other before this ldr.
2025, kuch dino pehle she called me and said - "her parents are most probably sending her to Germany for higher studies with her cousin" (she's really gud in studies and she applied for foreign univ. And ab ig uski scholarship lagg gyi h) and that just made me really sad but i was happy cuz i always wanted her to do better in life. Even she said that doesn't wanna leave me and india right now but she gotta do that.but before going to Germany, she's coming back to delhi for a day.
And for the one last time ig we'll meet each other. And i want this last interaction of ours to be very memorable.
Give me some good suggestions on something i can do for her or gift her.