What were YOUR symptoms that made you realize you struggle with Maladaptive Dreaming?

I haven't been able to access therapy, though I feel as if I've been showing symptoms for awhile...what symptoms made you realize you have it? I've been wanting to see if my symptoms line up with someone else's for awhile..

Edit: Thanks for all the advice! It's been really helpful, I think I'll try and get into therapy again! :)