it's happening & i almost can't believe it

i made out with a boy earlier today while we sat at a busy bus stop downtown, in front of so many people. "wow, he's not a dl coward!" i thought to myself.

bruh

he. did. not. realize. i. was. trans.

shout-out to all the people who told me me a straight man would never see me as a woman when i began my transition 18 months ago. brittney is out here. bitches.

edit: the downvotes on this has me dead 💀 fyi dude is still texting me and wants me even after his revelation. yes, i'm trans. i'm a woman soul stuck with a mismatched vessel. but that doesn't define me. i'm not going to act or carry myself in any kind of way other than my true self. i appreciate the concerns over "dying" ig but truthfully i'm homeless, have been staying in a shelter a few months shy of a year after getting abandoned by everyone i felt love for including my ex fiance who forced homelessness upon me. my mom lives only 15 minutes away and won't even invite me over, she dropped me off here and told me "god says you're an abomination" as she drove away. all that as well as dealing with the broken ass justice system which has made finding work, even just getting a fucking ID, an insanely difficult process/waiting game. i'm surrounded by despair and hopeless everyday out here on this homeless block (ft worth, tx BTW. off fucking lancaster)

dying is the least of my worries. i'm very in tune with my spiritual self. this flesh prison will eventually shut down but brittney will forever live on. kinda sucks i can barely relate to anyone on this sub. but do ya thing queens i support y'all anyway ✌️