Miserable and really need help

Just for context. I am in my second year of Law school and doing really unwell. I was going through domestic violence and bad mental health during the start of my law school. My family was really against my studies but I am studying at a tier 1 college in the country. In the first year, I carried 3 of my papers and scored a C and C+. Rest of my grades are B+,A and A+. I have so much problems with law school assignments like papers, exams but I go to the writing centre and seek help. I am really miserable, in my first year, I tried taking my life but was saved each time. I am grateful to be around. I know the dips in my grades are also because of my circumstances. I got grades this time and they are all A+, with one B+. I dont know how to get out of this feeling, I wont do well and How do I cover up for the hiccups that happened in my Law school till now. Any advice will be really helpful. Thanks.