Scared to Fail

I feel so ridiculous for being scared of 'failing' an MSLT, but I'm so tired of living like this and just being told to sleep more. Of struggling to stay awake and juggling method after method to just keep going through my day. I WANT my test to show results, because then I'll finally have answers and can get the help I need. But I'm so so scared that it'll end up not being the case. That I'm just over thinking everything. I'm really hoping this new sleep doctor is kind and empathetic, because I don't think I can handle being told this is all just anxiety and there's nothing wrong. 😔 I just want to not be tired like this anymore