What’s the difference between having bizarre delusions and just being a conspiracy theorist??

What’s the difference between having bizarre delusions and just being a conspiracy theorist?

My friends are saying I’m going kooky again and need to up my meds. I’ve been diving deep into the conspiracy theory iceberg and believe a lot of strange things now. But from my perspective I’m just a conspiracy theorist. This has always been a hobby of mine. The only other psychotic symptom I have is that I see spirits sometimes.

What’s the difference between having bizarre delusions and being a conspiracy theorist??