help I’m about to give up

I’ve been into subliminals and manifestation for many years likwsince high school, actually so it’s been about 6-7 years. Over time I’ve learned a lot, improved my mindset and discovered new things. But recently i’ve started noticing gaps in my mindset. Even when I feel like I’m making progress it always seems like something’s missing. I’ve manifested some things in my life, but they were mostly small and insignificant And when I think about why some things worked and others didn’t, I can’t figure it out. It’s frustrating because, even after all these years of trying different techniques, learning about manifestation laws, and hearing so many success stories, I still haven’t gotten the big results i want. At the start of this year I was feeling the most positive and determined I’ve ever been and I really thought this would be my year for manifesting big changes. But now, I’m in a rough place and I feel like giving up on subs, manifestation my dream life etc. Btw I know subliminals and manifestation are real i truly believe in them but for some reason i feel like they’re not working for me the way they should. And I never thought I’d ever feel like giving up on them until now but it feels like I’m stuck in the same cycle over and over again and I’m sure many of you have experienced this and know exactly what I mean. If anyone has gone through something similar or thinks they know what I might be doing wrong, please share your thoughts. I’d really appreciate it.