I’m sorry
I am so sorry that they hurt you. You didn’t deserve all the hurt they gave. Please don't believe that you deserved any of it. Do not let them make you feel like you weren’t good enough, because you were, still are, always.
You are good, too good. You are genuine, so full of love. Most importantly, you are enough, and you matter. I'm sorry you felt like you weren’t and ended up breaking yourself trying to prove your worth.
There was a time when I genuinely worried about you and if you were gonna make it through, but you came out on the other side your soul brighter than ever, your spirit stronger than ever. You were steadfast and faithful. Even though you didn't know what was going on and didn’t know what to do, you trusted in something greater than yourself. Despite being at your worst, you still believed in yourself when no one else did.
So, thank you for being you. You are amazing. I love you.