Just watched it

I just watched "I want to eat your pancreas" and I'm still shocked and devastated. Even though I did get spoiled that Sakura dies and that her death is on the news I thought she would die to the disease which really caught me of guard. I think the most depressing part of the entire movie is when haruki and Sakura are watching the fireworks and start talking to each other, when haruki talks about how much he cares about her and how he can't accept the fact that she's dying. I feel like this is makes Sakura's death even more depressing as he thought that he had more time with her. I also liked how the killer was just some random person, It really puts to perspective on how unexpected and short life can really be. This movie helped me realize on how precious life can be and how much of an idiot I am for wasting 17 years of my life not doing anything productive, while I was having mental breakdowns not so long ago people were begging and crying just to live another day. Overall I believe this movie definitely lives up to the hype 10/10

Sorry if I was waffling for too long, I cried 4 times watching this and I have no one to talk to about it