Insecurities in future partner

Okay bear with me and hear me out .

Im a person who is pretty insecure but i mask it pretty well anamata . I categorise and filter out my emotions and insecurities pretty well . Kakapothe in a panic situation i freak tf out and get insecure alot in it , naaku chala close people daggara nunchi validation and reaffirmation and sardi cheppaka i get better anamata.

I want to know will it bother you if your partner constantly(but for a less time) feels down and meeru konchem sardi cheppadam ala .

I want to know if it bothers you ? Ante i dont wanna bother my future partner with all this issues .

I genuinely want to know another person PoV

Thank you