Legendairy Milk was the biggest mistake

Need to vent and sob:

I took Liquid Gold to increase my supply since my 6 week old wasn’t getting enough from me. I thought they were a miracle because the pills immediately started working. I was producing so much more, he was latching and feeding better. Everyone was happy until the side effects kicked in. He started having huge spit ups immediately after eating. His poops were huge, loose, and smelled terrible. He was screaming for hours due to painful gas that even gas drops couldn’t help. I put the dots together yesterday and put him on only formula for the rest of the day. I felt so guilty about all the pain I put him through that I couldn’t even hold him. My husband took care of him while I stress cleaned the house.

I thought that it would have cleared my system by now so I breastfed him at 4 am and 7 am and we’re right back where we started. He’s in so much pain and I’m trying so hard not to cry and beat myself up. All I wanted was to be able to feed my baby better. Instead I made him feel awful.

My friends say I should try Cash Cow instead but I’m terrified of trying anything. Meanwhile my IBCLC keeps insisting that it has to be something else in my diet (it isn’t) because she doesn’t think it’s the pills. My pediatrician doesn’t think it’s my diet but the pills.

I just want my baby to be happy again. He’s exhausted and miserable and I’m the one who did this to him. My heart hurts so much