Please tell me I shouldn’t quit my degree.

I’m so tired. I had to quit in person college a couple months ago and now I’m in my second week at an online college. I only have one single class and yet I’m struggling. I’m so exhausted 24/7 I can’t stop sleeping and have so many crashes that even my one online class is difficult. I’m learning coding in python and I’m horrible at it. Worse than horrible. I don’t know what I’m doing or what I even expect to do with a degree after college. Who would even hire someone who is so broken, so unable to do anything, I would get fired within a week.

I feel like I’ve lost my direction, my dignity, my talent, my intelligence. I don’t know where I’m going or what I’m doing. My boyfriend and I had a conversation. He’s amazing and I’m grateful to have him but he said that this wasn’t what he expected for his life and has been withdrawn lately. It’s been making me question everything. If he leaves I’ll have nothing left. I have nothing to work towards except becoming more disabled. I hate that I barely got to live before this illness and that it’s taken away nearly every decision about my future for me.

Note I’m not studying coding it’s just a single class for my major but it’s incredibly hard for me.