Been a long time

I'm not one to post often or really ever. I'm sitting in my house which is really just my truck cause I'm homeless. I'm at the liquor store drinking whiskey and waiting to die. It's been 2 years since I got evicted and I'm tired. My health has deteriorated quite a bit infection in my gums liver and kidney problems been fun. I've lost basically every friend I've made cause I was in a very toxic and abusive relationship with a girl who keeps asking me for things even though she cheated on me several times and I keep helping her cause it's what I do. I'm broke again cause she needed 200 for a new battery for her car and then blocked me and refuses to pay me back then came to the parking lot I sleep in to ask me for some weed with her drug addict friends she cheated on me with. I gave her the weed cause I can't tell anyone no. I'm tired I'm drunk as fuck and I'm hoping I don't make it to the end of the night I've lost almost every body and everything I cared for. Sorry for the rant chairs you fuckers have a shot for me