Thanks to my people who suggested vodka
I'm cruising on autopilot, haven't fucked up at work (did puke on the Airbnb bed tho), but yeah, I'm stretching my 1l vodka with cranberry juice on ice daily and I haven't fallen off the edge yet. I obviously amp it up after after work. But generally I've been coherent, haven't felt like shit save so sweating a tiny bit and brain fog.
I'm currently meat curtain deep in another bottle of vodka. Chairs you lovely cunts!