Didn’t think it was that bad

On paper I don’t seem like an alcoholic, definitely not crippling, always put together at work. Sure would get too drunk at company parties but that’s a sign that you don’t normally drink, no ?

Well I’ve been drinking daily for years, it is the only conflict in my relationship. Has it stopped me ?

Obviously not, the only reason I’m questioning my obvious alcoholism is because after 48 of no food (because I’m a vain anorexic on top of my alcoholism) and copious amounts of booze I feel nauseous as fuck.

Do I still need to finish my bottle of wine on top of my Prosecco ? Obviously. But only way Im still holding is down is mixing it with too much Coke Zero.