Please Help me 😭😭🙏

Please someone help me 🙏🙏🙏 Mai bohot jyada naive, bhola bhala,darpok aur chutiya hu. Bilkul bhi samajhdaar aur chalak nahi huu. Har koi
fayda utha leta hai, dil tod deta hai. Logo Ki chalakiyan samajh nahi aati. Har cheez me peeche reh gaya. Toxic family se belong karta huu. Please someone help me ki kaise samajhdaar aur chalak banu. Bohot Jyada pareshan huu. Ab to har koi taane marta hai 😭😭😭