Officially fucked

I haven't studied in like 4-5 years . I have my finals in Feb first week . Am I prepared ? Fuck no . Am i scared ? I'm not . Do I wanna pass ? Yes . But the thing is nothing works . Motivation? Nope ." Rough Motivation? " Nope.. NOTHING .. NOTHING WORKS.. Has anyone ever been in this situation.. where you don't even care ? How did you get out of it ? 4 years back I used to have anxiety attacks even after studying.. but now idgaf. I seriously honestly don't. But I have to do smth , I have to make smth of my life . How ???? Please give me some advice..