I don’t like wudu.

I hate getting wet unless I get to take a shower. It makes me cry thinking about it, the undressing and dressing back up to not wet my clothes, otherwise ruining my blouses by pulling my sleeves all the way up to my elbows to do wudhu in a public bathroom, or taking my socks off in the dirty bathroom at work and making that big deal just to get 5 min of prayer in. I already fight daily against depression, I fight so hard everyday to get things done, take my vitamins, get dressed, wash some dishes, work, study, I’m exhausted, I can’t seem to make this a normal addition to my routine and it’s the reason I don’t keep my prayers consistent. I love prayer but I truly h*te wudu. Help.