Is it wise to do gameplay as a depressed person?

gaming is kinda my life right now, but is there a way to do something such as streaming if i have depression (is it wise). I cant quite put my finger on why i want to make content but i just do. im scared to start is the thing, i cant even decide on a game or platform to dedicate my time to.

If i had real friends i would play with them but i dont.