Am I gross for free bleding?

I, a 26 y/o women used to have heavy as hell periods, but over the last few years my "periods" are a day long and only consist of about 1-3 drops of blood. Because of this, I stopped using pads and tampons because tampins are uncomfortable when dry like that and pads are such a hassle (not including the cost of both products).

So am I gross for free bleeding? I feel a lot of shame about it as society has lead me to believe it's gross, but it's not like km getting period blood everywhere and it's basiclaly as much as discharge is how I justify it to myself.

I've never tried a diva cup so I don't know if that'd be painful or not with my always dry spell periods, so, thoughts?