I never forget anything related to my finances, but somehow this slipped and I'm concerned

For context, I (20m), am a college student making a living off of freelancing. I have severe ptsd because of growing up in an abusive household with an emotionally and mentally unavailable mother. I also was diagnosed with BPD a year and a half ago, went through the medication course and extensive therapy. I also make music on the side and hope to become big.

Now coming to my main concern, i woke up at 6.30 am today and helped my girlfriend get ready for her college and shit. We don't live together, i was just at her place for navratri. I am someone who keeps a keen eye on my finances, but even generally, I don't forget anything that i notice. Not that i have a photographic memory i just have this heightened habit of micromanaging everything pertaining to me. I went back to sleep at 8 am and went down a spiral of dark thoughts because of a fight i had with my girlfriend a week ago. For a little more context something happened that triggered me and I couldn't bring myself to feel safe with her again. We have been trying to fix it, and it is helping my conscious self, but my subconscious self is still in the fight or flight zone. Back to the matter of concern, i ordered spme groceries and essentials on blinkit. I haven't recieved my salary yet and one of my bank accounts was down, so my other bank account only had about 700 rupees. I ordered a few essentials that costed me about 250 from blinkit and went straight to sleep. Now this sleep was very uncomfortable. I was half asleep, kept moving, kept waking up, was having vivid thoughts but nothing serious. After i woke up, i opened blinkit again and saw that my cart was empty, so i ordered the same essentials again. That is the only thing i remembered, that my cart was empty. I don't remember making a payment, I don't remember placing the order either. After i woke up, i ordered the same essentials and recieved the order in about 15 minutes. I put the essentials and groceries in their respective places and as i was going back to my room, i noticed another bag of blinkit on the dining table. I opened to see what it is and to my surprise it was the exact same things i ordered. I am shit scared that I don't remember anything except adding these things to my cart and someone ringing the bell. Everything else including the memory of me making the payment doest exist. Keep in mind that I closely track all my expenses and have subconsciously adapted to monitoring each and every rupee that enters or exits my account. I am shit scared. Even as i started writing this post i knew i wanted to write the letter 'i' but my fingers kept going to the numpad and kept going to 1. It's like my brain is going haywire. Any and all help is appreciated. Thanks a lot.