Anyone got something to spare?

Edit: Thank you to my friends here who offered/hit me up but I'm okay enough now that no help is needed. Not to the point I'd want to take from any of you lovely people, at least. I had a run of veeeeery crappy days and thought I was going to lose it last night. But it turns out that all I needed was to sleep like a rock snuggling my babe for a few hours and for my dumb hormones to readjust.

So, I'm closing this but seriously, you all never fail to make me feel loved and appreciated. Thank you and Happy Thanksgiving. 💕❤️

I can go into detail via DM but not in this post because I'm trying to stop writing short stories in every post I make. Suffice to say, we're strapped for cash and I'm in a awful way emotionally and kinda physically. Don't worry, I haven't relapsed, thank goodness but man the liquor keeps looking better and better. Not better than my sweet babe though!

Anyways, I'm going into therapy to sob but will get back to any responses right after. Please don't put yourself in a bad situation for my sake. I'll survive, I just won't like it for a while, lol. Oh yeah, and my PayPal is overdrawn so I'm looking for $30 - $40. I'd say I'll pay you back when my refund comes but...I still haven't gotten mine from last year so who knows wtf is up with that. Sigh.

Love ya all and thank you for being an amazing community!