Well I’m emotionally damaged

I made a post not too long ago about how I'm new to watching the show,I've cried a little bit came a long way,I'm currently on the part where they meet negan and where he killed Abraham broke me,then I mean I was aware saw a few spoilers accidentally that Glenn was going to die I already KNEW but i just cried my eyes tf out😭 like this is breaking me call me dramatic but I get attached to characters I usually have a love for very evil characters but holy hell I CANNOT wait to see negan DIE,I'm going to finish watching the show just to see it.