I swear to MF god.

Every since I went back to work it's like this kid decided fuck that and WONT SLEEP.

She went from sttn with only 1 wake to waking up every god damn hour the second I come home. I do closing shifts 2 nights a week come home by 930 pm and am lucky if I get to sleep before 3 am every damn time.

She's back to this b.s cycle of waking every hour and wont sleep unless held and I'm over it. She was sleeping perfectly fine on her own for months and now every god damn night we are back to hourly wakes.

I can't hold her all night when I'm up at 5am and have to be at work by 7.

I'm so over it. Some days I wonder why the fuck I wanted to be a mother so god damn bad cause I swear I got the most difficult child.

Whoever came up with the saying "slept like a baby" deserves a punch in the god damn throat.